After 5 years... :)

Masa tangan aku nak menaip ni, aku dok sengih je. Sebab aku baca balik post2 aku yang dulu. Ya Allah, walaupon entah ape2 aku tulis, tapi dalam hati aku, Allah rindunya. Rindunya nak MENULIS!!! Aku akui, menulis memang passion aku. I feel like i found the old me!!! Hai Siti Najihah!! Lamanya tak jumpa!! HAHAHA!!! *peluk diri sendiri, lol!

Aku nak mintak maaf dekat diri aku yang dulu sebab aku dah mungkir janji. Dulu aku ade tulis dalam post yang aku akan tulis dalam ni untuk rujukan aku, tapi semakin meningkat dewasa, makin bayak tekanan, makin aku hilang diri aku, maka aku berhenti menulis. Dan baru2 ni, aku ade terbaca pasal freewriting. Aku simpulkan pasal artikel tu, ko tulis je banyak mana pon jangan hadkan kemampuan ko untuk menulis. Dan aku terinspirasi untuk menulis. Sebenarnye aku terus start tulis lepas baca artikel tu. Tapi dalam English + Malay.

So here it goes... Once upon a time.... Lol. 

How can I start? I really want to write something here. Writing is my passion long time ago. Whenever I feel sad, mad, I write. Whenever something interesting happening in my life, I will write it down here. However everything changed. I’m no longer write what I felt here. Im lost in the so called busy life. Im not too sure what is so busy, but I don’t do what I like to do anymore. That’s, sad. Very very sad. So this morning I read something that encourage me to start writing. It called, freewriting. So the content is you can write whatever you like, I mean WHATEVER you like in writing. Don’t limit yourself. Forget about grammar, spelling, just write whatever you like. Don’t stop. Fall into your own imagination. Write about what you feel. What you like to do. And I felt inspired by that. So I started list down several things in my life that I want to or have to write. I am now almost 30 years old and I felt I accomplish nothing in my life. Not something that I can proud of. Don’t get me wrong. I do love my job sometimes, LOL! So here is the list that I quickly write down once I get inspired. I don’t even finished reading at that time and I started list down! Can you feel how exited I am?? Okay, here we go!!

1. Golf. Haha! Why golf?? Because I just bought lady golf set yesterday night. It is a second hand set from a lady that doing second hand golf business in Sri Damansara Golf Club. She was a professional golfer and her handicap is 0. What is handicap 0?? For those who are familiar with golf, they should know. But for those who are noob as I was, don’t misunderstood it with handicap person aka OKU!! Lol!! How do I get started with golf?? I will write it down a specific story about it. For now, I just list down all my writing though.
2. British Short Hair. I bought a cat early this year. Why?? I don’t know why. Haha! Maybe because my husband and I love cats. We always go tp cat shop just to play with cat. So while at the same time we both don’t have kids yet so we decided to pet a cat. I always believe that when u have something u feel like cared for u will develop a love, a feeling and I hope by this we both will be psychologically ready to have kids. I mean, with cat u really need a commitment. U cant just let your cat live by it self. There is so much do’s and don’t with cats. And because it is an expensive breed, standby your money. We spend A LOT for cat. So I will write a special post about my lovely paling saying cat. Even when I write this I felt like hugging my cats with his fluffy hair. Gosh only cat lovers understand this. Haha!
3. Aneurysm. So anyone knows what is aneurysm? Well, it is a disease that im dealing with for my work. So because I have a boring life, I will write about it anyway. It is also will be a useful post for those who have this diseases. I will also write more on AVM, CCF, Acute Stroke. Trust me guys, im dealing this for my work so u better ask me anything about it if you ever have this diseases. Im not getting any profit guys, im selling to doctors, so don’t worry that I might sell my products to u. lol!
4. How to be a good sales person. Again, related to my job. I will share on what I love about my job and what I hate about it. Well, everyone has their own story about job right? Why not I’m write about it.
5. Kisah seorang pelanggan yang sukar. Haha! Why suddenly in Malay? Well, actually ive been thinking hard for this. Should I write in Malay? Or English?? It’s a difficult options guys. Haha. Because I love to write in Malay and it is my mother tongue. But at the same time I feel like I should improve my English too. So when you are writing in English you definitely improving your grammar, spelling (got autocorrect!), and whatever. So I will mix. Some post that are really catch my feeling I will write in malay sebab akan sampai. Segala perasaan yang tak boleh digambarkan dalam English boleh di pamirkan dalam Bahasa. OMG. I sound like a Chineese yang sekolah dekat sekolah kebangsaan. Lol! Jadi kisah pelanggan ini, he is someone that really unique. So unique that you never see a character like him anywhere. We can talk about him the whole night and still don’t understand why Allah buat dia berperangai macam tu. There must be a reason. Must be. But I still waiting for it. Maybe I should make it a serial post. Lol.
6. Kisah bos yang sangat bagus baik bijak dengan seorang pelanggan yang sukar. Im so lucky when I first started my job, I had a very good boss. Maybe that’s a reason why I can stay in the line that is strange for me. So much to tell about him. Unfortunately he is dead. And I move to another company. It was a sad story for him. How can someone very kind killed by someone he cared so much?? Killed here is so hyperbola. He is killed by sadness by his own customer. Sad.
7. How many countries I have visited so far? Let me check my passport. Phuket, Singapore, Japan, Krabi, Bandung, Bali, Korea. I will write a post for each place I visited. Most of them for work, only some for holiday.

I think that is all I can write for now. I want to be consistent in writing. So I promised myself to write everyday about 30 minutes. Like exercise. Consistent is very hard guys. You can lose weight easily but to maintain? Susah.

Siti Najihah Masiron, 28July2018