Jan 13, 2011

ku relakan kau pergi.

of cos it is hard. harder than i tot. hardest thing in my life. but, life must go on.. evendo we are now apart. awk, u teach me how to love, how to be loved and obviously how to be hurt.. :( and thank you so much for that. it soooo painful syg. sgt2 sakit.. but i learn something from that. i learnt to not trust anyone anymore. enough for once. it may take a long time to heal. but i believe, time can heal. time is the best medicine for broken heart. i noe. it is hard for me to love someone. and i never tot love can be this painful. there are many out there try to approach me. i didnt mean to be proud. but i dont want them. and i am not ask them to come. i juz want u. and u are more than enough awk.


i still remember our first met. u interviewed me and ask so many questions. i noe i lied to u for the info at that time. but after all i told everything to u. i swear! n after we declare, i never lie anything. i never hide anything from u. u came to my house n be interviewed by my mom. haha, that so funny that u could not stand to answer every single thing come out from my mom. i miss that time n again it is hurt. i swear! :(


everyday i pray, hope that i can forget u. evendo my doa belom makbul yet, i will not stop praying. everything happen for reason. Allah noe better. with my family and frens who support me here, i still stand strong. our last karoke u sing "pergilah sayang" n i didnt tot u really mean it. but now, i will go... thanks 4 everything. thanks for once love me. thanks for every memory u gave. thanks for hurting me... bye my Mr. Wrong..... semoge awk bahagia dgn dia.

5 comments:

Atika Azumi said...

:')

for some reasons, i hate him.

~ctnajihah~ said...

i hope i can do the same... :/

Anonymous said...

trust me...i dont have this experince..but i've somthing here....
'Memberikan seluruh cintamu kepada seseorang bukanlah jaminan dia akan membalas cintamu! Jangan mengharapkan balasan cinta, tunggulah sampai cinta berkembang di hatinya, tetapi jika tidak, berbahagialah karena cinta tumbuh di hatimu." copy from medya safira status fb.....coincidence....
may Allah bless u...

~ctnajihah~ said...

thanks fuzah. it helps a lot..
:)

amalina said...

urmm :(