i have a bad day... today..!!!!

TEST!!!!

how can i avoid dat bloody horrible terrible 'things' away???
i got the lowest mark 4 collection speciment test.. 2 test in row, n both i am the lowest ranking in my class.. am i dat stupid???
maybe it is all my wrong..
i have become internet addicted.
one day without my laptop, i'm going to die...
so, as a result i have 2 face the truth..
i noe myself very well. i can do it better.
but somehow i am really tired 2 read or more specific 'lazy'
i really need cure 4 malas disease... plz.

i must find my own motivation!!!! i need it fast!!!
so, starting from 2day, i'm going to rearrange my schedule(even i dont have any before)
ok, then i will follow it very punctual..
ya Allah, tolong hamba mu yg lemah ini...
i am too obsess with entertainment maybe..
but i will stand back. coz i noe my family trust in me..

ibu, ayah.. sori.. i will do better next time.
insyaAllah...
doakan anakmu ini...

ok, stop talking about test..
go back bout report yg x sempat dihantar kt madam..
i am sooo lucky to have a lecturer like her..
i respect u madam.
hahha... juz because u accept my report this afternoon.
evendo u look 'garang' but u still can tolerate with ur students..
i wish u could stay here till i finished my study...